outside the box 5 by Moneca Kaiser , August, 08 2011
It’s perhaps a little like how I was a a little girl, I always wished that I could tell about my imaginary friends or the some kind of fantastical films that play out in my head the way my magoo does who is one of my favourite people in the world and also share my per something propensity does that mean leanings towards nothingness… But no films happening here and I actually haven’t taken my video camera out even once so deep am I in this land of just being… It concerns me a little thinking I will never write anything really deep and beautiful again, have I mentioned i am working on my memoir, and I love writing that maybe even a little bit more than my blog. I know. That much, but it’s different its costly sometimes in a fetal position kind of way. When I can go really deep into a story but so many, what’s a word for friends who support one as an artist, but more who want for me to have a voice cause our world needs more voices, profound friends, I write about them here all the time, they are like superheros who emerge to carry me when I submerge to do this work that I feel is my life’s calling…
Surprisingly I am the only one I see doing so. I float on my back staring up at the sky trying to be just conscious enough not to bump into anyone and disturb them. If floating was recognized as an Olympic sport i would bring home the platinum every time…. Often after I float the people who don’t feel to self conscious try it too and a group of seven women from Norway did but only one who could do it after she saw how i did and tried to teach her friends and one got it and we all laughed. I try to explain it but don’t know what makes it happen only that I am blessed that it does for me and sometimes I can inspire others to float too or to try which is every much as good.
With love from Budapest and hOpe you will forgive my lazy editing actually none in the spirit of being unproductive and still wanting to connect like the waters we are each of.
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Selenasays:
September 11, 2011 at 5:03 pmMoneca, I was just thinking of you and wanted to see what you are up to. Am so glad you have taken a well-deserved break (or two… does the writer’s retreat count as a break?). Hope it prooves to be rejeuvenating.
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